baby stuff lust

I went to Buy Buy Baby today on a girl date with Kassi and I fell in love with a crib and some new baby bedding.

I know, I already bought baby bedding, but maybe if I am a really good girl and save up my pennies, Nathan will let me sell the other bedding on Ebay or save for another pregnancy and let me get these!!!

The crib and the bedding should only set me back about $1800..... =/

the privilege of motherhood

We talked. Nathan still isn't sure if he is ready for kids.

This song keeps playing in my head. Kinda emo and dramatic, I know, but it keep popping into mind.

"Learn to be lonely. Learn how to love life that is lived alone.... Life can be lived, life can be loved, alone."